Rabu, 30 November 2011

Hope :)

Walk alone along the coast
without thinking anything 
just remember about the past
and push myself to erase the past 

we can for get everything
but cant forget the truth love 
even if u have been together for 5 years with your lover
it doesn't mean he/ she is ur true love :)
somewhile the person u juz know for one minute
can be ur truth love :)

now its not a perfect time to think about LOVE
juz leave the LOVE first 
and focus at the other thing
perhaps ALLAH S.W.T gonna give me
some miracle :)

i juz need to ask for forgiveness to Allah S.W.T
with all my sins
and find some peace in my life :)

Amin ^_^

Ahad, 27 November 2011

Get Present :)

wa yesterday my BIG family celebrated my besday
im so excited :)
coz i got lots of present
heeeeee
im so happy 
most important is about my cake
coz its PINK
my present form my PARENTS
also PINK
from my systah PINK AGAIN!
hahahahaaha :)
gonna show u , one by one :)


Fom my COUSIE : NUR DAMIA
love you kazen <3


From my parents: MAK & BA :)
Love both of you


From my Beloved systah: KAK ANIS
hee tengs lot sys


From my good fren : JANET & IKA
really touched when open this present
like it so much !


From my Uncle & Aunty : Pakcaq Wahab & Makcaq Habsah
kain ni mmg nampak cntik sgt :)



From my oldie fren : HUSNA
una this present mmg sweet :)

hahaha
so im gonna appreciate
and keep those present 
carefully :)

tengs lot !

Only One Day

Only one day to feel happy
only one day to feel sad
only one day to feel the LOVE
but more than one day to forget that LOVE :)

Love is a good KILLER
when someone got killed by LOVE
its very hard to recover back 
its also can die immedietly
hahahaha
how weird it is 

btw life must go on
must give a chance to my frozen heart
and the person who did my heart broke
 he is so damn cruel
he will get what he did

my bestie always say

WHAT YOU GIVE YOU GET BACK
SO PLEASE DO REMEMBER IT

Jumaat, 18 November 2011

That Girl :)

ONE GIRL LOVES YOU
ONE GIRL LOVES YOU WITH ALL HIS HEART
EVERYDAY LIKE A SHADOW
SHE FOLLOW YOU AROUND
WHEN THAT GIRL SMILE
SHE IS CRYING INSIDE
HOW MUCH LONGER?
TO JUST LOOK AT YOU ALONE ?
THIS LOVE LIKE A WIND
THIS WORTHLESS LOVE
IF I KEEP TRYING WILL IT MAKE
YOU FALL IN LOVE  WITH ME?

Ahad, 13 November 2011

Picnic :)

hari ni aku g picnic ngn family aku
mula2 tu asa bosan, sb aku TAKOT DENGAN AIR LAUT
sjak peristiwa TSUNAMI
tp aku ni tade la takot sgt !
hahahaha
aku pun pe lagi terjun dalam air laut
smpai tanak naik !
da mndi lama2
perut la asyik makan
manala ta naik berat badan aku !
hahahaha
pic taleh nk upload sb sume ta pakai tudung
so malas la nk upload masok sini :)

yg pling best SI HADIF tu :)
die ta kacau pun
dah la comel, smpat lak mak aku dodoi kan die tdo !
hahahaha
aunty syg hadif sgt :)


Sabtu, 12 November 2011

A good Question :)

This afternoon,someone asked me some question :)

1) Are you SINGLE ? why ?

 Me: (laugh) yeah, im stil SINGLE :), WHY?
                       wa..it is so hard question to me :)
                       im SINGLE now because of many reason.
                       The main reason why im still SINGLE 
                       is because i want to FOCUS on my CAREER,
                       my BIG FAMILY, MYSELF and
                       make lots of money for me, mybig family and
                       my bestfriend moreover im really scared
                       if i can't give attention to him also dun want
                       my heart get broken again :)

2) Type of men that you really like :)

Me: (laugh again) well, actually i already dreamed men
                      which is a tall guy, good looking
                    the way he look at me, 
                      the way he pay attention
                      to every each word i say,
                      the way he really
                      care about me,the way he respect me
                      and my parents is a men who i desire for my life :)
                      this type of guy will make my heart melt :)      
                                                


                                This two question been asked from my cousie
                                    she said i am a beautiful girl,but how come im still single
                   well,im juz laugh :)
                                  for me, im juz a girl with a messy life :)

IF U'RE SINGLE,MAKE THE BEST OF IT
IT'S NOT BECAUSE U'RE NOT GOOD TO ANYONE
IT MEANS NO ONE IS GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU :)

i said those word to my cousie 
she just looked at me and smile
she said : DAYAH ! U'RE THE BEST
WITH THOSE WORDS, ALL THE SINGLE LADY
WILL NEVER FEEL LOW CONFIDENT SELF

ekcelli, i dont know how can i be so confident
to give her those word that come out directly from my mouth
without i notice it :)
hahahahahaha


MCM ARTIS PULAK :)

Jumaat, 11 November 2011

Wedding :0

Eh, hari ni aku mmg teruja sgt2
sebab aku ta sgka kwan yg aku kenal dari TAGGED
da kawin :)
kami kenal dari TAGGED 
die seorang budak yg baik
comel dan KAYA ^_^
kami penah RAPAT la satu masa dulu
dari TAGGED ke YM ke FACEBOOK
pastu kami da jarang CONTACT
tup2 aku dpt tau die da KAWIN 
seyesly mmh TERUJA sgt :)
atlast die da jmpe SOMEONE yg spesel dalam HIDUP die

kepada PAT :) :

CONGRATULATIONS untuk PAT dan WIFE
semoga BAHAGIA untuk SELAMANYA :)


Khamis, 10 November 2011

Sakit Tekak :)

Sakit tekak again !
dah tade SUARA :(
seyesly
teringat SOMEONE 
aku sakit tyme tu
he's beside me
send me all the medicine
SHIT!
i cant erased all the SWEET MEMORY 
everyone HATE you
but ME ?
still sitting here, waiting for you 
still want you !

wuuaaa...
shud DELETE you
shud PUT YOU in the DUSTBIN !
but still wishing you here babe !


UPDATE :)

im so tired today :)
well, ekcelli all my work already finished
my titiwangsa project
almost CLEAR :)
im so happy 
so now juz waiting my lawyer give a  new project to me

its fun to work at LEGAL FIRM
syesly ^_^
its more exciting when you have 
colleagues crazy juz like you are !
hahahaha
JANET, KAREN & PP 
they are so FUNNY , CUTE and CRAZY 

Rabu, 9 November 2011

Super Gorgeous :)

Being GORGEOUS is more than just donning pretty
party focks and stilettos so let the experts clue you in on the basics :)

THINK AS GLOBAL
DRESS LIKE LOCAL 

STEAL FASHION INSPIRATION FROM 
THESE CITIES AROUND 
THE WORLD AND YOU'LL
BE LOOKING FLY
WITHOUT GETTING ON A PLANE :)

Gathering with my oldie Besties :) at Telok Bahang

5 November 2011
de GATHERING ngan dak sekolah :)
happening sgt2
yg best geng kami la yg paling KECOH !
dapat jumpa sume kawan2 lama
mkn pun best2
kami wat BBQ :)
actually pic sume de kat si SUARA
ni yg de ni,aku amik kat kwan2 aku 





yg pasti rasa BEST sgt2
cuma aku ngn sarah balik awal sgt :(
anyway HAPPENING sgt2

Khamis, 27 Oktober 2011

Secret Garden :)


SECRET GARDEN ^_^


HYUN - BIN OPPA :)


HA JI WON NOONA :)




story ni mmg best sgt:)
sanggup aku beli DVD cte ni 
yg ta bpe MAHAL sgt 
ditengah2 EKONOMI sedang menurun 
but untuk hilang kan rasa SUNYI
aku pun LAYAN CTA2 cmni 
btw, ta rugi korunk layan cta ni
SWEET SGT2

Selasa, 25 Oktober 2011

Tensiioon :(

Ak rasa terlalu tension sgt2
penat dengan keje
but nk ngadu kat sapa?
no one can understand me
semalam die sbbkan BORANG CKHT
aku rasa cm aku tgh letak BATU kat KEPALA
terasa beban tu !
SEDIH!
aku da cuba wat yg terbaik untuk SUBSALE
untuk TITWANGSA SENTRAL
tp lastly HAMPEH
aku ta kesah kena mara ngn LAWYER
cm aku rasa frust
sb aku USAHA  untuk BELAJAR 
wat SUBSALE
anyway, even MASALAH tu HAMPIR selesai
but HATI aku masih TAK OKAY

tengs to ABG ISAHAN 

dan 

AJIEM RIPPER :)


they beside me when i need someone
to make my heart feel better :)

Isnin, 24 Oktober 2011

ONLY FOR YOU

IM NOT LOOKING FOR SOMEONE WHO HAS EVERYTHING 
BUT SOMEONE WHO HAS TIME TO SPEND 
WITH ME MORE THAN ANYTHING :)

Ahad, 23 Oktober 2011

Hati Yang Telah Disakiti

10.07.2011 - 24.10.2011

Masa berlalu dengan begitu pantas
keaddan juga berubah mngikut persekitaran
namun hati aku , tetap disitu
tetap PECAH 
tetap berdarah
aku cuba merawat
namun, malangnya
luka itu hanya mampu bertahan buat sementara waktu
sekarang , ia berdarah kembali
aku ta pena lupakan die, malag bncikan die
jauh dari hati aku
cma aku tertnya - tnya mngapa
aku masih seperti ini ?
padahal die sedang bhgia dengn insan lain
dan aku ?
die ta pena igtkan aku , malah awal2 lagi
die suda lupakan aku
tp aku?
masih ta faham
aku bukan dalam keadaan yg baik
aku ta okay !
aku berpura - pura okay
berpura2 mcm tade pape, padahal aku SAKIT
susa nk terangkan pa yg ada dalam hati aku
pa yg aku fikirkan
aku tatau, npe aku cmni
aku nk life aku NORMAL
aku nak diri aku yg HAPPY 
mcm dulu 
aku nk sgt2 



Selasa, 18 Oktober 2011

Cari Baju Online!

Sapa2 de jual BAJU @ BLOUSE @ JAKET @ SKIRT
secara ONLINE pliz tell me :)
tgh nk BOOKING shopping NEXT MONTH!
mls da nk p shopping coz tade msa :)
so kalo ada pliz tell me 
ome more thing , harga biala REASONABLE ye

sok keje :)
lmbt nye la aku td 
hahaha
nyte all

Isnin, 17 Oktober 2011

Find Your Own Way :)

Find my own way
yeah i shud find my own way
i shud not depends to someone
or anyone so better find
my own way to
settle all the problem

to HIM ( you know who )
im sorry for everything
i regret with what i'd done
but i juz want you to know
this is the best way for us
u and me actually
cannot get along
there's something wrong
about me and about u
no need to said anything
im juz hoping everthing back to normal
and im GLAD to said
i dont need MEN in MY LIFE
i dont need LOVE in MY LIFE
coz i am HAPPY WITH MY LIFE NOW
because i have such a PERFECT FRENS
and AMAZING BIG FAMILY
that always MAKE ME SMILE
and ENCOURAGED me TO BUILD MY FUTURE
thats all ^_^

Letih Bekerja :)

Hari ni first tyme aku attend clients
untuk SIGNING LOAN :)
hahaha agak lawak la jugak
but pape pun aku SYUKUR sgt2
sb CLIENTS aku MELAYU
pasangan SUAMI ISTERI
diorunk mmg baik sgt2
nak di jadikan cita
depa kena amik dan SIMPAN
SALE & PURCHASE AGREEMENT
nth mcm mana aku bole terlepas pandang
aku terbagi kepada VENDORS
S&P yg ta di sign oleh lawyer aku
actually aku pun ta pasti sama ada aku bg lawyer aku sign atau tak
dan aku ta cop :ATTESTATION ONLY:
dan aku terpksa call CLIENTS aku blik
dan aku bg alasan yg munasabah kenapa
die kena hantar S&P tu balik !
hahaha aku pun tatau
camne IDEA BERNAS tu muncul
sok aku kena balik lambat !
dan ini antara aku dan JANET
ops! rhsia da terbongkar
hahaha
korunk simpan rhsia aku k :)

yg CELCOM ni mcm SHIT pun tatau la sb pe !
taleh nak sent MESSAGE

bye bloggers :)

Ahad, 16 Oktober 2011

Life Must Go On

Sometyme ppl see dis word
they will think 
"it is juz a word"
act, it give a big meaning in my life
whtever happen to me
how big is my problem
how hard i need to face it
MY LIFE MUST GO ON :)
even i hd been dumped
being hurt everytime
but MY LIFE STILL MUST GO ON
and I LOVE MY LFE
so i NEED TO APPRECIATE it

eh, sok keje :)
kena tdo 
hahaha
NYTE BLOGGERS

Marry Your Daughter :)


Can marry your daughter

And make her my wife

I want her to be the only girl that I love for the rest of my life

And give her the best of me 'til the day that I die, yeah
I'm gonna marry your princess
And make her my queen
She'll be the most beautiful bride that I've ever seen
I can't wait to smile
When she walks down the aisle
On the arm of her father
On the day that I marry your daughter



Aku suka lagu ni , tp ta tatau lak
 yg ANIS pun layan :)
aku mmg suka dengan lirik lagu ni
angan2 gak, spe la yg nk nyanyikan lagu ni untuk aku
hahaha
^_^

Sabtu, 15 Oktober 2011

Sedih :)

Ta perlu nk jelaskan apa2 dalam blog ni 
juz between ME & HIM
aku jadi SPEECHLESS
tatau nak kata apa bila die BALAS CMTU
yg pasti HATI AKU DAH HANCUR
my heart, its BROKEN again :)
and its HURT 

terima kasih kerana mempunyai niat untuk berkahwin dengan saya :)
kerana saya juga mempunyai impian yg sama
kenapa saya takot syg awk terlalu sgt
kerana sya takot awk ta mampu
sygkan saya sbyak tu 
kenapa saya mahu jarakkan hubungan kita
sb saya NAK TAHU sejauh mana awk perlukan saya
kenapa saya LUAHKAN pe yg saya rasa kepada awak
sb sya nak awak thu yg sya mula CINTAKAN awak
perlu ke sya jauhkan diri saya pada awak 
padahal sya perlukan awak 
perlu ke sume MASALAH selesai
dengan perkataan "TAKPELA"
ta selesai
saya cuba nak selesaikan
tp keadaan macam da kusut
sbnrnye ia bermula dengan salah saya
ta ptot saya cta pe yg saya asa
ta ptot sye luah pe dalam hati
sb saya tahu sye mgkin akan kehilangan awak
saya tanak
saya suka awak
tp pe yg saya nak wat
awak sniri ta yakin
awak sniri ikowt je
maafkan saya :(




Khamis, 13 Oktober 2011

Letih :)

hari ni balik keje lambat
gara2 cari LETTER OF OFFER si PP
aduh, merata dah kami cari
aku , janet dan eka 
but still ta jmpa
LO KOK MENG !
mne la letter offer original kamoo
tp diesebabkan cri bnda alah tu
kami sume dapat mkn PIZZA HUT :)
kenyang2
aku dan JANET smpat lari naik atas
online WEBSITE PIZZA HUT
then kami makan dan gelak sme2
ttbe aku cam rapat ngn diorunk :)
best sgt2

Rabu, 12 Oktober 2011

Sad Story from Miss Messy

This is my DECISION
my FINAL DECISION
and no one can change it including ABG ISAHAN

i make a distance between me and him
i think this is the best way for me and him
maybe :)
futhermore for what can i see
he seems okay
i mean if we're not contact
he juz fine
he's not trying to contact me
even i'd tried hard to stay contact wif him
but he still like that 
so wat shud i waiting for
im not STUPID GIRL
i am an EDUCATED PERSON
so why i need someone who not confident to be wif me?
wasting tyme :)
i need to focus my future
i leave him aside
so that he can manage his life
he can go with his way
i leave all my feeling to him
into the DUSTBIN
and i build a new feeling to him
as FREN ONLY
even its HARD !
REALLY HARD
but i believe i can do it 
even i FALL IN LOVE WITH HIM
for the second tyme we met
but i think im not ready yet
and dun want to get hurt anymore
it juz enough to get hurt from him now
even we're not together as a LOVER

actually, i feel really upset with this DECISION that i took
but what to do, for my own happiness
and his own happiness ^_^
i already knew he juz treat me like his fren
coz he always compare me with his gf !
so jelez and SAKIT HATI
but what to do , juz keep inside my heart
tade hak , meh ! nk jelez2
but of course he shud think about his ex everytime we met
they had been together almost 3 years
to compare with me , we juz know each other for  three months only
then he always said to me he juz CLOSE to me as a FREN
and long tyme ago he also have one girl kind like me that very close to him
and they are only FREN
so same with me 
he juz treat me like fren JUZ LIKE OTHER
erm...... so thats why i make that DECISION

seyesly KECEWA :(


Selasa, 11 Oktober 2011

CINTA ELYSA


Korunk msty kenal die kan ?
die la BF aku !
hahahaha
adeh , cmne ni aku da JATUH CINTA dengan si BOTAK !
dari drama JUVANA lg :)
tolongla aku dapatkan CINTA die :)
now he is MY HERO 
hahahaha







tgh bayangkan aku kat tempat si FASHA 
seyesly, pic ni nmpak diorunk cute 
even ramai yg ta ske FASHA 
tp aku OKAY je
aku suka lakonan FASHA 
sb die mmg BERBAKAT
pasal SIKAP die , aku NO KOMEN LA



MY GRADUATION DAY


















Atlast aku berjaya mengenggam segulung DIPLOMA :)
alhamdulillah , SYUKUR sgt2
aku berjaya melangkah dalam mngukir MASA DEPAN 
yg bakal aku CIPTA dan sekarang langkah untuk mendapatkan IJAZAH
dalam perancangan , doakan aku :)


Sabtu, 8 Oktober 2011

Today :)

Hari ni 8 October 2011
aku da dapat DIPLOMA dalam PENGURUSAN PERNIAGAAN
syukur sgt2, selama 3 tahun aku belajar
walaupun ta dpat pelajar cemerlang
tapi aku still puas hati dengan ponter aku 3 point somethin :)
nak tgk pic ?
pic die ta bnyak, sb kan keadaan amat kelam kabut
aku tunggu si una upload je pic2 kami
yang paling sedih, ta dpt tgkap ngn si anis
sb die balik awal !
then mak aku blikan aku BUNGA 
oh ! terharunya
then MR H dtg, die lepak ngn family aku
ta sngka mak bpk aku terima die
siap die mntak kbnaran nk bawak aku jalan2
mak aku bagi lampu hijau
tp aku da gtau kat mak bapak aku
yg kami juz KAWAN2
walaupun MR H ta dpat trima
tp andai de jodoh kami, ta kemana kan?
paling terharu MR H , blikan BEAR 
smpena aku GRADUATION
hahahahahaha
at last :)
someone belikan bear kat aku
mmg terkejut sgt2


Khamis, 6 Oktober 2011

Bergerak Ke Seremban :)

malam ni nak gerak g SEREMBAN :)
sabtu ni aku KONVO kat SEREMBAN
so , doakan perjalanan pergi dan balik semoga slmat 
hopefully perjalan parents aku selamat 
tu yg aku harapkan..
ayim , take care tau :)
kalo sakit, mkn la ubt ye
jgn la ngade sgt
dah thu, perut tu cepat sakit
jgn la mkn bnda2 pedas
nty lagi sakit
kalo tanak g jmpe doc
jgn la bg sakit tu terok 
pliz k

bye bloggers :)
NUR AZZIANTIE 
take care too
love u always

Rabu, 5 Oktober 2011

complicated :)

td kan aku usha2 baju kawin kat dalam tenet ni
skali de satu baju ni WARNA PINK
peh ! cntik bangat !!!
seyesly aku mmg suka
dah terbayang2 aku pakai ni
dengan selambanye
tros aku antar msej kat ABG ISAHAN
yg aku nak kwin ngn die
die tnye la awatt tetiba, msty de pape
aku pun cta la sal baju tu
due punya gelak ngn aku
die kata hanya sebab baju 
aku ia2 nak kwin ngn die
hahahaha
tp seyesly la , baju tu mcm kena je ngn ABG ISAHAN :)

ayim p mne eh ?
dari td call tp no one pick up
adeh 
die tdo ke ?
kalo die nak hilang cam hero pun
aku ta kesah
da BIASA da ...
lalalalala

Isnin, 3 Oktober 2011

ONLY ME !

pasni hnya aku dan diri aku 
takkan de owg len :)
it will be juz me 
and with whoever i pick
up to me

sume takkan okay dengan perkataan je
sume takkan okay , kalo kata OKAY 
well.. let me keep pretending like im okay
walaupun sbnarnye ta okay 
bia pretending mcm takde pape
padahal sakit hati hanya aku je tnggung
keep pretending like im HAPPY
walaupun sbnrnye im CRYING

kadang2 msej aku de tanda smiley
tp kdang2 org tatau , 
smiley tu bukan dari hati aku
ia hnya sekadar hiasan dalam mesej
yg best , tkde spe pun dpt kesan aku sedang bersedih
sb dalam msej, always de SMILEY
yg slalu tunjuk kononya aku OKAY
kononnye aku HAPPY

lastly to chipsmore
im waiting for your msej
but lastly u left me :)
i juz wanna text u
like u beside me
but u didnt do 
so kay
 juz take care :)
may allah bless you




Madah Berhelah

Aku tgh layan lagu MADAH BERHELAH
teringat pulak si HUSNA :)
dak umah aku masa kat PD 
die mmg suka dengan ZIANA ZAIN
malam2  kalo nak study sme2 ngn die
mula ar die layan lagu ZIANA ZAIN
takpun lagu ACHIK & NANA
yg si ANIS lak , ta abih2 dengan lagu
RAJU CHACHA (LAGU HNDUSTAN)
atau LAGU OH I LOVE U DADDY 
pastu mula la die nty layan lagi JIWANG2
yg MENDAYU2
sme la dengan si ayu dan si ayang :)
hahaha
walaupun last SEM 6 
bnyak bg dugaan lat aku tyme tu
dan aku sedih dengan pe yg diorunk wat
diorunk still KAWAN aku yg AKU SYG :)

**CHIPSMORE TGH BZ JMPE KWN DIE YG DA BERTAHUN TA JMPE
EM.... NTHLA :)

Hujan + Office

Pagi td ikotkan hati , mmg malas nak g keje
tapi setelah dipk bnyak kali kat atas katil
pada pukul 8.15 , aku bgun dari katil dengn malas nye
dan tros mandi :(
hujan still ta stop 
dek kerana mempunyai perasaan SYG terhadap keje aku
aku pun pack sume baju2 aku 
in case kalo basah , bole salin kan ?
mmg seperti yg dijangka, aku smpai tempat keje
dengan keadaan basah lencun 
so salin la, dalam hati mmg mnyesal mai keje 
hahahaha
after that, debaran menunggu signing 
pada pukul 3 ptg
seperti yg aku jngka jugak 
mmg bnyak kesalahan yg dilakukan oleh aku
sbnarnye aku nk luah sikit
td karen tegur aku pasal , keje aku bnyak ta COMPLETE
fine ! aku leh trime .. mmg tade masalah
tp sebelum aku nak bg sume document tu SIGN!
kat 5 kali aku soh JANET tu CHECK !
die iya2 kata COMPLETE dan sume btol !
but at last ????
mmg aku HANGIN la 
de ke korunk bg list , pe yg kena ada masa signing ???
aku kena pick up sume ?
okay la, pape sikit sume kena PICK UP SNIRI
tu bg ORG YG BOLE PICK UP SNIRI
hello! manusia sume ta sama la !
kalo hg jnis bole pick up tnpa tnya org 
tu hg la , mybe cara aku len !
haish ! aku mmg btoi2 HANGIN


SABAR JELA :)

Selasa, 27 September 2011

Complicated !

Tau tak LIFE & LOVE slalu COMPLICATED :(
akak aku cakap dulu elok2 dok kapel ngn MR H p putus
de sebab la npe aku putus ngn MR H 
bnda ni bukan aku saja2, tp  da mmg nak PUTUS 
pastu aku get along ngn MY HERO !
pastu PUTUS LAGI
belum apa2 da PUTUS 
lagi TENSION :(
da PUTUS tkpela
mcm2 hal lak jadi
tyne tu aku SUSA GILA NAK MANAGE PERASAAN AKU
paling best MR H mmg fhm aku walaupun umo die 21 years old
tp si HERO? dahla die tglkan aku,
secara automatik hati jadi sakit dan MCM2 PERASAAN BERCAMPUR
dengan org dok CUCUK JARUM !
die lak leh NAK SOUND2 AKU ..
lagi la aku HOT & SPICY
pastu sebulan lebih pastu
aku KAWAN NGN CHIPSMORE
ni sume eka yg rancang 
adeh, aku pun ta smapi hati nak tolak
kami kenai AS FREN
dan smpai skunk kami STILL FREN
even aku SUKA die, cmtu gak DIE SUKA aku
tp de BNDA YG SEKAT KAMI UNTUK LEBIH 
DARI KAWAN
even die nak KAWIN ngn aku dan aku pun nak KAWIN ngn die
but still de SOMETHING yg HALANG kami
alasan ni hanya die dan aku ja tau 
maksudnya aku ada alasan aku yg die tatau
dan die de alasan die yg aku tatau
so COMPLICATED KAN ?
aku tak hunting LOVE
dan aku TAK DESPRATE dengan LOVE
but as normal human la
aku nak rasa LOVE yg aku IDAMKAN 
aku nak gak cri LAKI YG AKU IMPIKAN 
at least kalo ta dpt , dpt RASA KAN ?
hahahaha
tp aku ta kesah la 
LOVE HERE OR NOT
MY LIFE STILL DA SAME !
org kata :
JANGAN DOK TUNJUK SGT KEBAHAGIAAN
YANG BELUM LAGI HAKIKI
TAKOT SATGI TA JADI DAN HANYA MEMALUKAN :)

TU ORG KATA,AKU TA KATA
BAGI AKU TERPULANGLA
KALO HAPPY TUNJUKLA HAPPY
KALO SEDIH, TUNJUKLA SEDIH

Gelagat di Office :)

Sejak aku keje office baru
ta pena lagi aku tunjuk pic pape yg berkaitan 
ngn office aku kan ?
lupa nak snap pic sbnarnye
aku ni keje as KERANI BIASA je
kat LEGAL FIRM ni :)
tp GAJI aku BERBALOI la 
dulu masa MULA2 masok 
keje aku tade la susa sgt
TOLONG2 cmtu je
sb aku tade desk dan computer sniri.
but after ms wong resign 
aku amik tmpat die
dan sume keje2 die , aku smbung
mula2 keje aku bz dengan wat letters
enclose tu , enclose ni,
cop tu , cop ni,
print tu, print ni
pastu aku tolong kak yatie
wat projek M-CITY
ngn GOLDEN TRIANGLE
kemudian joelyn call aku soh aku amik 
project TITIWANG CENTRAL kat miss khoo
aku pun wat la  , even agak susa 
sb project TITIWANGSA CENTRAL
sumenye SUBSALE
aku plak bwu keje 2 bulan
mmg banyak sgt bnda aku kene blaja 
hari ni lak
banyak tol projek aku dapat dari TITIWANGSA
dan sume tu kene SETEL BY ESOK
aku tatau cmne aku nak hadapi
hari pk aku da letih , bygkan sok nak tempuh!
adoi .. wish me a good luck ^_^

SUPERNATURAL

Messy cari sapa yg de SUPERNATURAL
dari SEASON 1 until NOW
Messy nak sgt2 :)
mana nk cari ye
sb messy nak ASAP

Isnin, 26 September 2011

missing you :)

Walking at the empty street
thinking about nothing
but disturbing by something
trying hard to find
something that distubing my mind
when i look at down
i see some alphabet
scatter on the floor
slowly i pick up the alphabet
it start with 
M
I
S
S
I
N
G
Y
O
U

the RESULT is

MISSING YOU
and i know the answer
for something that disturbing my heart 
is im missing you, HERO :)

HILANG




BOLEH TAK AKU NAK HILANGKAN DIRI AKU
WAT SEMENTARA WAKTU?
HILANG DARI HIDUP SUME ORG?
KECUALI FAMILY AKU

Hopeless :)

Aku tak mampu memberi tumpuan kepada keja aku pada hari ini
Tumpuan aku agak terganggu disebabkan sesuatu perkara 
Hari ni hujan, cmne la  HERO
p keje eh?
mesty basah................
(kenapa bnda ni asyik bermain dalam otak aku?)
td aku makan ROTI PISANG & MILO AIS
tp aku ta makan, aku hanya pandang dan tros
sambung wat keje .
kemudian lagu TERCIPTA UNTUKKU berkumandang
di HOT.FM
mataku mula berair, tanpa berlengah aku teros
masok toilet dan melepaskan semua rasa sedih dan pilu 
yang tersembunyi dalam hati aku :(
tp pe yg aku bole wat?
menangis tp sebaliknya die sedang BAHAGIA :)
korunk tau tak , aku TA BNCI DIE LANGSUNG
AKU TA DENDAM die
cuma aku HERAN npe die ta ske aku ?
npe die MARAH aku sgt ?
npe die BENCI aku sgt eh?
pe SALAH aku eh?

aku RINDU
RINDU sgt2
da tatau nak wat cmne
mmg salah aku sb ta pena
CUBA utk lupakan die 



Ahad, 25 September 2011

Video ERATZ :)

VIDEO  yg dihasilkan KHAS UNTUK ERATZ :)
padahal masa aku SIAPKAN VIDEO ni
macam2 BUNYI kat luar umah aku 
SERAM GILA
tp pasal ERATZ nye PASAL
jenuhla dok baca ayat KURSI 44 KALI




at last ni la HASILNYE :)