Sad Story from Miss Messy

This is my DECISION

my FINAL DECISION

and no one can change it including ABG ISAHAN

i make a distance between me and him

i think this is the best way for me and him

maybe :)

futhermore for what can i see

he seems okay

i mean if we're not contact

he juz fine

he's not trying to contact me

even i'd tried hard to stay contact wif him

but he still like that 

so wat shud i waiting for

im not STUPID GIRL

i am an EDUCATED PERSON

so why i need someone who not confident to be wif me?

wasting tyme :)

i need to focus my future

i leave him aside

so that he can manage his life

he can go with his way

i leave all my feeling to him

into the DUSTBIN

and i build a new feeling to him

as FREN ONLY

even its HARD !

REALLY HARD

but i believe i can do it 

even i FALL IN LOVE WITH HIM

for the second tyme we met

but i think im not ready yet

and dun want to get hurt anymore

it juz enough to get hurt from him now

even we're not together as a LOVER

actually, i feel really upset with this DECISION that i took

but what to do, for my own happiness

and his own happiness ^_^

i already knew he juz treat me like his fren

coz he always compare me with his gf !

so jelez and SAKIT HATI

but what to do , juz keep inside my heart

tade hak , meh ! nk jelez2

but of course he shud think about his ex everytime we met

they had been together almost 3 years

to compare with me , we juz know each other for  three months only

then he always said to me he juz CLOSE to me as a FREN

and long tyme ago he also have one girl kind like me that very close to him

and they are only FREN

so same with me 

he juz treat me like fren JUZ LIKE OTHER

erm...... so thats why i make that DECISION

seyesly KECEWA :(