This Week !

This weekend suppose make me happy 

because of Mr H 

He said this week he will meet me at penang

and i already plan where he shud stay , who he shud meet

 and what we shud do 

me already ask  my sister to let him stay at her house

and i cant even wait for this saturday coz i am so excited

to show him my house, where i work, where i usually hang out

to introduce him to my family,my bestfriend

everything in my planning 

but suddenly he called me and said

he cant make it this saturday 

he cant meet me, he cant hang out with me

cant stay at my sister's house

because his mom din let him come to Penang

His mom ask him to come to Penang when 

they get back from UMRAH

so what should i said?

should i said 

"NO! U MUST COME!"

for sure i have to said 

"IT'S OKAY :)"

but he keep asking me whether i am mad or not 

well , honestly  I AM MAD!

I AM FRUST!!

everything is on my planning

but at last ?

i CANCEL my appointment

with my client because of him

but now?

already broke my heart for 2 tymes!

i know i shud respect his mom decision

coz she is Mr H's Mom 

everything she said maybe have some goodness

but still i cant avoid my feeling 

WHATEVER :0