I'm Sorry

Would you tell me I was wrong?

Would you hel me understand?

Are you looking down upon me?

Are you proud who i am?

There's nothing i wouldn't do

To have just one more chance

To look into your eyes

and see you looking back :(

Some days i feel broke inside

but i won't admit

Sometime i just want to hide

cause it's you i miss

Im sorry for blaming you for everything

i just couldn't do

and i've hurt myself

By hurting you 

This Week !

This weekend suppose make me happy 

because of Mr H 

He said this week he will meet me at penang

and i already plan where he shud stay , who he shud meet

 and what we shud do 

me already ask  my sister to let him stay at her house

and i cant even wait for this saturday coz i am so excited

to show him my house, where i work, where i usually hang out

to introduce him to my family,my bestfriend

everything in my planning 

but suddenly he called me and said

he cant make it this saturday 

he cant meet me, he cant hang out with me

cant stay at my sister's house

because his mom din let him come to Penang

His mom ask him to come to Penang when 

they get back from UMRAH

so what should i said?

should i said 

"NO! U MUST COME!"

for sure i have to said 

"IT'S OKAY :)"

but he keep asking me whether i am mad or not 

well , honestly  I AM MAD!

I AM FRUST!!

everything is on my planning

but at last ?

i CANCEL my appointment

with my client because of him

but now?

already broke my heart for 2 tymes!

i know i shud respect his mom decision

coz she is Mr H's Mom 

everything she said maybe have some goodness

but still i cant avoid my feeling 

WHATEVER :0

IT JUST ABOUT MY LIFE!

LOVE IS NOT IMPORTANT TO ME

EVEN MY FAMILY KEEP ASKING ME

ABOUT MY LOVE, IM STILL CANT GVE ANY ANSWER

WELL, WHAT THE BEST ANSWER I SHOULD GIVE BESIDE 

"IM STILL YOUNG"

WELL THAT ANWERS CANT STOP MY WHOLE FAMILY FROM

REPEAT THAT QUESTION AGAIN!

BUT STILL WHAT CAN I DO ?

JUST FOCUS ON MY CAREER 

EVEN I KNOW MY AGE NOT BECOME LESS

BUT MORE , MORE AND MORE

THEY JUST SCARED IF TILL OLD TYME IM STILL

YET TO MARRIED! 

I HOPE I CANT FIND MY FUTURE HUSBAND

IN THIS FEW YEARS :)

EVEN I CAN FEEL SOMEONE SHOULD BE

MU HUSBAND BUT HE STILL NEED TO PROVE

WHY HE DESERVE TO GET ME :)

THE END

The Gates Season 1

 Devon(black Magic) & Peg (The Doctor)

Andie Bates(Succubus)

Lukas, Brett and Lexie (Werewolf)

Leigh (Ancient Magic)

Dylan and Claire (The Vampires)

Charlie (Still yet to know what is he) 

I've been watched this drama in this few weeks and i found this drama kinda interesting and exciting. I've been watched till the end and forgot to stop it. It just like i want to know and know till the end but poor thing is, i just google search bout this drama and i found there is no SEASON 2 :( they've cancelled this drama because of low rating in SEASON ONE . For me this is so RIDICULOUS ! how can they juz cancel it while 2.5 million people waiting for this drama? really not make sense ! and i already watched till the end but don't know what will happen next !

Hampa

I juz chekin' HERO FB 

but im so FRUST

HE STILL BLOCKING ME !

ohmaigodd

am i keep searching about him?

what the hell is goin on with me?

i shud ERASE,DELETE HIM !!!!!!

but still cant :(

Masa Drive ..

Masa Drive ...

okay aku sambung ayat ni :)

Masa Drive balik dari kenduri 

di jalan BATU FERINGGHI 

tiba2 bumbung kereta HONDA CITY(MILIK BAPAK AKU)

bunyi "BOOM" kuat la jugak

mcam ada bnda jatuh 

aku pun igt ranting pkok 

tiba2 de something yg
MENULAR dari bumbung kereta
ke bahagian depan cermin kereta
dan pada mulanya aku mmg igt itu RANTING KAYU
rupa2 nya
YA ALLAH !
ULAR 
die bole lepak kat depan cermin kereta
pastu jalan2 dekat wiper pastu
leh lak melilit badan die kat SIDE MIRROR
sebelum JATUH kat JALAN

#disebabkan takot, aku tetap DRIVE dan MENJERIT SORUNK2
dalam KERETA :)
PEACE

~ Wany'S Wedding ~

Well at last one of my fren end up her SINGLE LIFE

with a MARRIAGE :)

so happy and excited !

this is our pic that i had taken :

im hoping the bride live happily eva after :)

PEACE !

#me and atie are still searching our future HUSBAND! haha

Tak NormaL

OKAY! 

my lawyer not in a good mood, today

so everybody at office had been scold

including me :(

seriously im also not in a good mood too

but what to do

she is the boss so  i  need to respect her

but today im super excited :)

firstly dapat jumpa my favorite teache 

CIKGU HAFIZI :)

the COOLEST teacher/guy in the world

he is the best , but now he is not a teacher anymore

but still happy to see him 

the second thing is i met my ex boss

this evening 

she seem so surprise when i stand in front of the door 

she hug me and really touch coz i still manage my time

to visit her

but still FRUST 

sbb saya tak smpat nak RETAKE SPM tahun ni !

IMPIAN saya  ......

sume berkecai :(

saya terpksa mengguna PLAN B 

untuk tidak terus membuang masa 

THE END

SENYUM  :)

Today's Story

Okay, wake up at 10 am and get ready to the office
after done all my work , take JANET hp and LAYAN YOUTUBE 
about the EXORCISM , so scary !
4 pm,  me and JANET went  PRAGINMALL
watched MOVIE name WOMEN IN BLACK
at first it seems like excited movie but yes it did !
it did make me scream until all my pop con pop-out
from it box , so embarrassing !
but still have a good tyme today

i do like SOMEONE, but what can i said? i cant admit to him that i like him

My Life Story

Today  MY BESTIE'S BIRTHDAY
unfortunately i din bought anything for her
but i did spend tyme at KAPITAN, GURNEY 
had our DINNER there but AZWAN paid for the DINNER
thanks, dude !
OKAY .. juz watched 21 at tv3,  interesting movie so i watched
till the end ) what a superb ending and pretty cool
 maybe if u all want to know what the story is try to GOOGLE 
u will get the answer :)
okay about SI JEJAKA , yeah im starting to like him very very much
but i think im still not ready for anything more than juz fren,
futhermore FB is only our way to COMMUNICATE
can you belive that? in this generation , we din communicate using mobile phone
or have a date :) hahaha but i think this kind of COMMUNICATE okay what
nothing goes wrong .. okay end up with this story
im HEADACHE now,  im goin to watch my korean drama

"WHAT DID I SAID,IS JUST ONLY A WORDS.. PLEASE DUN THINK MY WORDS TOO DEEPLY COZ IT MIGHT HARM YOURSELF :) "

I CANT ACT AS YOUR GF IF U WANT , I CANT ACT LIKE SOMEONE SPECIAL IN YOUR LIFE, I CAN ACT LIKE YOU VERY SPECIAL IN MY LIFE, BUT THE REAL THING :) HONESTLY YOU JUZ NOTHING IN MY LIFE , DUN TRY TO IMPRESS ME WITH YOUR MONEY,LIFESTYLE OR WHATEVER  COZ WITHOUT ME, U JUZ NOTHING .....